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[27 Mar 2008|01:15pm]
[ music | pinback ]

I want a typewriter. Someone buy me one so I can write peacefully without interference of such demonic internet distractions.

I wish I had taken a course on Surrealism while I've been in my five years of college. It's a shame I've only come to appreciate it in my last two semesters and feed off of the Manifesto of Surrealism by Andre Breton. Fucking genius.

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[03 Nov 2007|12:56am]
i forgot this thing existed.
funny how two songs can simultaneously coexist in the thoughts of one person.

Jonah Matranga - I just want you to be my witness
Love, love, love, lover come back to me.
Don't be sad, sad, sad and scared of love.
The way you react to me is from the past, past, past.
And that just isn't me.
That was someone else back then.
Wouldn't you rather be my friend and kiss and maybe get married.

Ok, I'm afraid of that there is no doubt.
But I don't want to be scared of you finding me out.
I don't just want you around while I go through this.
I just want you to be mine again.

Place in time measuring miles and years
Is such a waste, waste, waste because you could be here in my arms.
This could be all our days.
No better reason to move away.
No better reason to be alive.

and

Fugazi - Promises

Words
Words and expressions
All these confessions
Of where we stand
How I see you
And you see me
Dedications of symmetry
Together we will be
forever.
Promises are shit
We speak the way we breathe
Present air will have to do
Rearrange and see it through
Stupid fucking words
They tangle us in our desires
Free me from this give and take
Free me from this great debate
There were no truer words than when spoken
Let that stand as it should
There was nothing left when broken
We grab anything when we fall
Promises are shit
We speak the way we breathe
Present air will have to do
Rearrange and see us through
Stupid fucking words
They tangle us in our desires
Free me from this give and take
Free me from this great debate
You will do what you do
I will do what I do
We will do what we do
Rearrange and see it through
Go where you think you want to go
Do everything you were sent here for
Fire at will if you hear that call
Touch your hand to the wall at night
Promises.
Words.
fuck the pain away

so it goes [12 Apr 2007|06:19pm]
''When a Tralfamadorian sees a corpse, all he thinks is that the dead person is in a bad condition in that particular moment, but that same person is just fine in plenty of other moments. Now, when I myself hear that somebody is dead, I simply shrug and say what the Tralfamadorians say about dead people, which is 'So it goes'.''

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Kurt Vonnegut
1922-2007

If you've ever read Vonnegut's work, then you know he didn't just smoke cigarettes; he practically ate them. And he remained hooked, or so he said in writings up to his death.

But, as life would have it, Vonnegut died under kind of the same sort of ironic circumstances that often befell many of his fictional characters. You see, it was a brain injury suffered in a fall that finally did him in at the age of 84, not cigarettes.


goodbye blue monday.
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[17 Jan 2007|04:08pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | iron and wine ]

so ken cheated on me. im pretty sure of it. everything points to that.

and im pretty sure im celibate again.

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[30 Dec 2006|11:35pm]
[ music | dntel ]

i put in my two weeks at urban today.
and i broke up with ken a few days ago.
i should be moved out within the next couple of months.

things are changing drastically.

fuck the pain away

[13 Sep 2006|12:04am]
[ mood | STOKED ]
[ music | murder by death ]

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most of you have already seen this. but i thought id just put it out there.

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AUSTIN CITY LIMITS [30 Aug 2006|02:42am]
[ mood | excited ]

AUSTIN CITY LIMITS MUSIC FESTIVAL
AUSTIN, TEXAS
SEPTEMBER 15, 16, 17, 2006

http://www.aclfestival.com/lineup.aspx

I'm pretty positive I'm going. I'm organizing everything very last minute, but I can't even say how stoked I am to be going to this not only because it's in Texas, but because I'm going with Chelsea. I think I've needed this for a while. Shit I'm so excited.

Here's the official lineup:

Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers, Van Morrison, Willie Nelson, Massive Attack, String Cheese Incident, Ben Harper & The Innocent Criminals, The Flaming Lips, John Mayer, The Raconteurs, Los Lonely Boys, The Shins, Ween, Gnarls Barkley, Thievery Corporation, Ben Kweller, G. Love & Special Sauce, Matisyahu, Muse, Cat Power & The Memphis Rhythm Band, Ray Lamontagne, Nickel Creek, Damian "Jr. Gong" Marley, The Tragically Hip, Kings of Leon, Iron & Wine, Kasey Chambers, Aimee Mann, Galactic, The New Orleans Social Club, Calexico, The New Pornographers, Son Volt, Guster, Explosions in the Sky, Deadboy and the Elephantmen, The Secret Machines, Jack Ingram,

Brazilian Girls
Gomez
Stars
Wolf Parade
Sparklehorse
Paolo Nutini
Nada Surf
Los Amigos Invisibles
Feist
Phoenix
KT Tunstall
Los Lobos
Oliver Mtukudzi & Black Spirits
Asleep at the Wheel
Buckwheat Zydeco
Husky Rescue
Jimmie Dale Gilmore
The Subdudes
BoDeans
The Greencards
Guy Clark
Kathleen Edwards
The Long Winters
The Stills
Charlie Sexton
Pierre Guimard
Matt Costa
Matt Nathanson
Okkervil River
Ted Leo/Pharmacists
Benevento Russo Duo
Randy Rogers Band
Federico Aubele
What Made Milwaukee Famous
Jose Gonzalez
Ian McLagan and The Bump Band
New Monsoon
Del Castillo
Fields
Lou Ann Barton
Beto and the Fairlanes
I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness...
Centro-matic
Marah
Sam Roberts
Rocky Votolato
Murder by Death
The Black Angels
Anathallo
The Rocket Summer
Sara Hickman
Sylvia St. James and The Gospel Stars
Terri Hendrix
Trish Murphy
Patrice Pike
The Durdens
The Jones Family Singers
Sterling Lands and THE WARRIOR GOSPEL BAND
Joe McDermott and the Smart Little Creatures
The Biscuit Brothers
Imagination Movers
David Ford
The Blue Van
Bojones
Street to Nowhere
Elvis Perkins
The New Soul Invaders
South Austin Jug Band
Greyhounds
Star Kids Yoga
Joy Davis
Danielia Cotton
Troy Campbell Band
The Palm Elementary School Choir
Asheba
White Ghost Shivers
The Gospel Silvertones
The Anointed Voicez
Ghandaia
Melissa Reaves
Claire Small
Eli Young Band
Rodney Hayden
Robyn Ludwick

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[28 Jun 2006|02:06am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | rocky votolato ]

come along with me now cause there are things I've been dying to tell you
the best of the worst things that you never needed to know
this is the kind of comedy where no one's laughing, cause it's hard to
I'm a punch line who's punch-drunk with my fist in a broken mirror
there's a party nearby
I can hear laughter in the distance and it all comes clear
sounds too simple love is the only answer
everything else is just a train wreck
I'm gonna stay up all night every night for the rest of my life
till the lines around my eyes grow deeper and more defined
you might ask me aren't you dead inside and so damn tired
I'll say I have no idea I'm not sleeping until after the dying is over
I can hear laughter in the distance and it all comes clear
sounds too simple
love is the only answer

when love's a train wreck you're a mistake

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[18 Jun 2006|02:33pm]
FUCK YA ITS MY BIRTHDAY.

im so 21.
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[30 May 2006|02:52am]
There's a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes; I threw them to the sea,
but a gust blew them backwards and the sting in my eyes
that you then inflicted was par for the course just as when you were living.
It's no stretch to say you were not quite a father
but the donor of seeds to a poor, single mother that would raise us alone.
We never saw the money that went down your throat
through the hole in your belly.

Thirteen years old in the suburbs of Denver,
standing in line for Thanksgiving dinner at the Catholic church.
The servers wore crosses to shield from the sufferance plaguing the others.
Styrofoam plates, cafeteria tables,
charity reeks of cheap wine and pity and I'm thinking of you,
I do every year when we count all our blessings
and wonder what we're doing here.

You're a disgrace to the concept of family.
The priest won't divulge that fact in his homily
and I'll stand up and scream if in the mourning remain quiet,
you can deck out a lie in a suit.
But I won't buy it.
I won't join the procession that's speaking their piece,
using five dollar words while praising his integrity.
Just 'cause he's gone, it doesn't change that fact:
he was bastard in life, thus a bastard in death.
fuck the pain away

[18 May 2006|03:31pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | her space holiday ]

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yet again. but 100 times better haha.

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[09 May 2006|02:10am]
[ music | minus the bear ]

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lets play that game where we find the most shitfaced person in the picture. hahahaha.

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apple store part deux [07 Apr 2006|03:39pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | rocky votolato ]

jen came to visit!
and jake!
and "ffffffffffuck you" riquel ahahaha
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VERY picture heavyyyy )

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[20 Jan 2006|12:55am]
use your common sense and watch this video right now. its incredibly interesting and shocking.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-5137581991288263801
fuck the pain away

[26 Dec 2005|12:26am]
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thats mine. yup. im stoked!
buuuut when i switched my sim card, i lost a good chunk of my numbers of people i always talk to. SOOO GIVE ME YOUR NUMBERS!
i dont want to lose contact with people because of a stupid cell phone error. so please give me your numbers. thanks guys.

::edit::
AND oh ya. my ring tone is death cab soul meets body. im so super stoked now haha.
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jamie is ridiculous. i love him. [30 Sep 2005|12:53pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | the postal service ]

burn baby burnnn: i love the postal service
DeathGrip2000: really
burn baby burnnn: yes
DeathGrip2000: I'm more into ups
burn baby burnnn: haha
burn baby burnnn: stfu
burn baby burnnn: i love your life
DeathGrip2000: they have heavy ass breakdowns
DeathGrip2000: "delivering packages the ep"
burn baby burnnn: haha
DeathGrip2000: the first song off the cd "don't even think about calling fedex"
burn baby burnnn: wow jamie you just took that way too far
burn baby burnnn: hahahaha
DeathGrip2000: no shit
DeathGrip2000: lol
DeathGrip2000: I should just stop thinking
DeathGrip2000: Fed
DeathGrip2000: XXX
DeathGrip2000: lol
DeathGrip2000: fedexxx the straight edge band



WOW JAMIE.
just. wow.

ya ill make this a public entry so you can read it. fuckin lurker haha.

4|| fuck the pain away

[04 Jun 2005|06:55pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | the get up kids ]

this entry goes out to my good friend matty, who has been in the army since january and will be going to iraq in september. i miss the shit out of this kid and i just talked to him today for the first time in a while.
p.s. these are some of the most retarded pictures ever, but im posting them out of love :)
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stay safe matty <3

saw the get up kids last night and everyone and their mom was at the show. i havent been to that good of a show in a very long time.

some sad news i just found out: andrew of something corporate was just diagnosed with leukemia, and its not looking too good.

5|| fuck the pain away

[25 May 2005|03:32pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | sigur ros ]



GO.

5|| fuck the pain away

[04 May 2005|11:47am]
[ mood | predatory ]
[ music | bury your dead ]

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FRIENDS ONLY [25 Apr 2005|08:56pm]
due to people who cant keep their noses in their own business, ive finally come to the conclusion that my livejournal will be friends only from now on. if you arent my friend on lj but you are one of my friends, comment and ill add you.

as for the rest of you. mind your own damn business, and stop lurking.
9|| fuck the pain away

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